The Unreality - *shifty eyes*

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*shifty eyes*

[Feb. 4th, 2009|12:38 am]

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So . . . all day, I've been talking to Vandy on and off about whether or not we're 'just friends' because saying we're friends just doesn't seem to cover it. And it all goes back to what each of us wants . . . I finally told her what I wanted . . . and then she came out with this . . .

"I want to be a hell of a lot more than friends with you. Problem with actually doing that right now is the distance. I am, oddly enough, kind of a romantic. I like taking people out to dinner randomly shopping to the middle of nowhere just to look at stars. Theres really only a couple of people I ever did that with, and one of them I was in love with, so yeah. I'm a hopeless romantic. Trust me, if we were within a days driving distance of each other, I'd probably be at your house like all the time cooking for you making sure you sleep and eat snuggling taking you places just cause I can because in all honesty, I WANT to do these things with you and for you. Because I love you. I just need to get the fuck out of colorado first. XD"

That is the VERY condensed version. GoogleTalk had it so the list was on separate lines since she typed them as she came up with them . . . and I didn't go out of my way to edit it since it's perfect the way she said it.

She . . . and . . . okay . . . I admit to bawling at this point.

Due to lack of proper brain function . . . this entry draws to a close.

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