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[Feb. 12th, 2009|11:45 am] |
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![[info]](http://piktures.deadjournal.com/userinfo.gif) anne_beheaded tagged me.
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.
This is going to be all over the place . . . forgive me.
1) I turned 20 on January 5th, 2009.
2) My hair is naturally blonde. I dye it darker colors and call it artificial intelligence.
3) I am in a HORRIBLE mood right now.
4) I have no direction as to where my life is going.
5) Going off the previous statement, I am confident in saying that I am in love with Vandy and the only certain thing I can say I see in my future is her.
6) As far as music goes, I will listen to anything from country to heavy metal. But I will not listen to gospel.
7) I would like to consider myself a learning Buddhist.
8) Labels irritate me, but so does lack of anything concrete.
9) I am a coffee addict. And Coca Cola, but coffee is more readily available. I like tea, too.
10) My mom hasn't been home since Monday and I speculate she's been using drugs again.
11) My dad's talking about divorce. Again. Honestly, I can't say I blame him with the way my mum's acting.
12) The ONLY thing I have EVER in my entire LIFE resented my mother for is her falling to drug addiction after 15+ years of lecturing me that it will fuck up your life (and it did fuck up her life and the lives of the rest of us). I never held it over her head, but I'm starting to think I should.
13) As of right this second, I kind of want to move out and live in a box. I turned in a very close friend over that kind of shit and I don't think I could do that to my mom but I don't want to be around it.
14) I have a sense of intuition that comes and goes but when it comes around, it is INTENSE.
15) I hate MySpace and yet I am on it every day . . . some of the apps are fun.
16) I love ljsecret and Post Secret. Sending in secrets is therapeutic. And reading the secrets makes me feel better and less alone.
17) I am more or less constantly on MSN.
18) I suffer from severe insomnia. The longest I've stayed awake is two weeks and that was most definitely not fun. Your body fucking hurts and you start hallucinating and shit.
19) I come to rely too much on others, sometimes.
20) I wear my heart on my sleeve, though sometime ago, I kept everything hidden.
21) I like memes and I'm sure my f-list on LiveJournal hates it since I post faaaaaaaaar too many each day.
22) My lj username is bakacoconut69.
23) I stopped biting my nails. But I nicked the pinky nail on my left hand with a razor while I was shaving so now there's this slice missing.
24) While I have never seen a marriage ever REALLY work out for the better, the hopeless romantic in me wants to believe that it could work for me. Marriage IS a frightening concept to me . . . but in a good way.
25) I am overcome with the intense urge to call someone and just RANT at them . . . and yet I don't want to bother anyone. |
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#18 - I've been there and done that, but not for two weeks. It was horrible and got to the point where I was hallucinating and couldn't get my contact lenses in. Sucked really bad. But I've somehow over the years gotten rid of insomnia. I still have it sometimes, but not as often. | |
